I am never going to him. All that I can do is be the best version of myself, and strive each day to be a better person then I was yesterday. But I need to stop comparing myself and my life to you. And I need people to stop telling me in a million different ways how I should be more like him. Because all it does is give me more insecurity then ever. It hurts. Because I want to be the best person I can be. But how can I do that and not feel inadequate? I shouldn’t have to try so hard. I shouldn’t have to put on a mask, or pretend like I’m someone else. And I shouldn’t have to feel like just being me isn’t as good.
Your magnitude of your significance is so great that He willingly gave His life for you so that you may live a great life for Him. Don’t think you’re not important when the world doesn’t notice you because that does NOT matter, okay? Christ knows full well how significant you are - and you should know that as well.
No part of Christ’s body is insignificant. :)
